I must be going through some kind of change ‘cause damn if January didn’t fly by! It was crazy emotional with sick parents, my being sick (in the head) and moving slow on things that should have gone faster. No complaints. It’s all good. A huge blessing for me has been The Agape Spiritual Center. Wow!
Sooo irritated right now!
My new addiction, Lady Gaga-Monster
I am still blown away with it being 2010! I don’t know if I ever got past it turning 2000 ya know? WTF?! I’m still tripping over being 45! Yeah I said it! I don’t hide my age and not because of how I think I look, but because I don’t give a shit one way or the other. I actually do feel pretty damn good and with two young boys I have to keep my energy up. Anyway I think this is going to be a good year for me! I just have a feeling, know what I’m saying. I’m shooting a medical thing tomorrow and it’s small, but a sign to me! Let’s do this!
I woke up crazy as hell today. I couldn’t swallow and it felt like something was burning in my ear. Ok, here we go…call the doctor and get an appointment. I want to get a handle on this nightmare b4 it gets out of control. Son is losing it due to acne on his face (can you say puberty?). P.J. swears he can’t go on looking like he does, budding actor-so much drama. I called his doc and he gets in before I do, but in 30 minutes?! WTF?! I’m still in my, oh-so-unique Christmas PJs, and not quite focused, but whatever. My kid doesn’t quite understand what hurry up means and I’m a woman of little patience, but I was cool until I decided to twist his little head off! We got there and went straight in and boy did he love hearing he was 5’7” and 124lbs! “I’m a full 4inches taller than you”! I can still take his ass out if need be, that’s all that matters! “I brought you in this world and I’ll take you out”, Bill Cosby. All black people love that one, it’s like THE MAN gave us permission to kick ass, anyway we see the doc and guess what? It’s puberty! I think I said that somewhere ^^ up there )x_x(. More meds for the kid and back home to wait for my appointment. Isn’t life grand? It really is, but we gotta bitch about something.
If you want inside my head, here it is!
